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sad so let's see.
in the past few days.
i've.
gotten cheated on twice by a girl i really was into.
gotten lied to by *ahem* greg.
been accused of lying. by my mother.
been kicked out of my home. by my mother.
been driven to new philadelphia, ohio.
been left on someone's doorstep for hours.
been crying nonstop.
been neglected.
been seriously fighting the urge to hurt me.
been wanting to be admitted somewhere.
been wanting to talk to my chris in canada.
been wanting to talk to mary.
been wanting to be held.
been wanting someone to at least. "act" like they care.
been wanting to take back every mean thing i've said.
also wanting sex. [i can't masterbate. at someone's house. it's just not right.]
wanting to destroy.
self destruct.
sleep forever.
ohyeah. and i'm deleting my vf account. no sense in having it.
i've no home to keep it updated. and very few actual. "friends" on there.
so if they want to keep in touch. i'll give them the opportunity. to keep in touch on here.
but. i'll try and keep this updated as much as possible.
i love you all. for keeping interest in my dramatic life. :)
Anonymous
July 19 2005, 16:45:54 UTC 6 years ago
Sincerely,
Not the same anonymous person that posted before.....
Anonymous
August 26 2005, 19:03:40 UTC 6 years ago
You.
You were finally useful for something.August 29 2005, 09:08:58 UTC 6 years ago
I so sorry hun.
I hope all gets better.
DOnt hurt yourself. It will just cause more hurt and pain.
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